Faces, Flashes, Memory

Faces
Flashes
Memory
Fear
Regret
Anxiety
I played a role
Once and again
Reciting lines I learned from them
Perfecting poems
Reflecting smiles
Expecting nothing less than lies
Acting
Asking
Faithfulness
Leading
Bleeding
Breathlessness
Earning
Yearning
Turning past
Aching
Breaking
Love can't last
Designing loss
Baking disdain
Project "Procreation Pain"
Again
Anew
Attempting this
Love lives
Love gives
Love seeking bliss
Lying
Longing
Rooted deep
Waking
Within
Leaving sleep
Twisting
Turning
Seeking sight
Growing
Groaning
Towards light
Instincts leading
"Dance again!"
Sifting past
"Remember when?"
"What might have been?"
Holding hostage hoarded past
Mourning moments I've amassed
Nothing sacred, nothing lasts
Questioning each present task
Wishing
Wond'ring
Worrying
Making more of daily scenes
Dramatising
Empathising
Synchronising
Anesthetising
Euthanising